He hadn't heard of it.
The answer was like a bullet, passing through one end of the temple but not coming out the other.
Mouli sat quietly, a voice sighed in her ear, it is so, it turned out to be so.
Yi Siwei's cooking is really terrible, the seafood smells fishy, too much salt is added, and his tongue becomes dry and astringent.They used a new rice cooker for the first time and by the end, only the rice tasted normal.But they couldn't eat rice, so they sat at the dining table, Yi Siwei peeled some fruit, and the two of them used this to satisfy their hunger and fill their stomachs.
Mouli dumped the food, without any mercy, Yi Siwei rinsed the dishes and put them in the dishwasher.She washed the blueberries beside her, and in fact, she only rinsed them with water.
She felt empty in her body, empty in her mind, empty in her heart, empty in her womb, empty in her stomach, and nothing.In order to fill up, she washed and ate, stuffing one by one into her mouth.
Mouli pushed Yi Siwei with her elbow, and brought the blueberry to his mouth.Before Yi Siwei swallowed it down, she moved too fast and had already handed over the second and third pills.He had blueberries in his mouth, he couldn't speak to ask her to wait, and he couldn't let her hang her hands all the time, so he had to open his mouth to eat them.
Mouli also fed herself, stuffed a few in a hurry, and turned to kiss Yi Siwei.He still had the plate in his hand and wasn't ready at all.She kissed deeply, almost frantically, and he followed her, finally distracted and put the tableware without breaking anything.Yi Siwei went to hug her, holding her close to him.
Swallow, lick, and entwine densely.He carried her out.
Let go again, Mouli smiled at him with dark blue juice sticking to her mouth.Like looking in a mirror, seeing her face, you can guess your current miserable state.However, no one bothered to rub the blueberry juice.
There was rumbling thunder outside the window.
They continued in thunder.
Yi Siwei likes small spaces, such as cabinets, such as bathrooms.When she came to his house for the first time, Mouli discovered this feature.He obviously had a bedroom, but he put his sleeping bag in the cloakroom, along with his computer and study books.
There is only one lamp in the cloakroom, hanging above the head.His shadow fell, enveloping Mouli in it.With two faces approaching, Yi Siwei is gifted at both mesmerizing and heartrending.Involuntarily, she turned several times, and subconsciously gnawed on his arms propped on her sides.
Before, Mouli had no habit of biting.She just likes to bite Yi Siwei.Every time she saw the protruding veins on his hand, she wanted to lean over to kiss him like a murmur, and then nibbled gently with her lower teeth. The touch felt like tiny ants crawling over.
Yi Siwei asked her, "Do you like to lick your veins?"
Mouli didn't answer, but brushed away her sweat-drenched hair.
She wanted him to help rub her belly.But Yi Siwei didn't cooperate with her movements at all. She asked, "Is this practicing abdominal palpation? Dr. Yi, can you feel my kidneys?"
He lowered his voice, but what he issued was not a doctor's order: "You are too thin, I dare not use force." But he was obviously very forceful just now.
She wanted to enjoy the moment, and she did.
It rained outside the window, took a nap for a few hours, and when they woke up, they started again.
After a while, Mouli gradually lost interest.After a night of sleep, her mental trauma deepened. For no reason, Mouli began to think about the Southland.
She has been distracted and can't do it anymore, but she still pretends to be able to.At least for now.Mouli wanted to finish dressing up, but she didn't expect Yi Siwei to get up suddenly.
He said, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"
"Huh? No." She pretended to be innocent, and showed that pale smile again.
"Hungry?"
She shook her head.
"Don't want to do it. You can go to the living room to sleep." He bent down to pick up his clothes, put on his pants first, took a sip of water, turned his head and left.
She put on a blanket and went out and saw him go into the bathroom.
Mouli still doesn't know how he found out at that time.Maybe it's not necessarily that Yi Siwei has the talent to observe details, it's just that he loves to pretend too much, and often sees things clearly but doesn't say it out loud.
The regret that was worrying before did not hit, but it was replaced by anxiety.He solved it in the bathroom, but she didn't go to sleep peacefully as he suggested.Mouli bent her back extremely slowly and folded her arms. All the joy has gone with the tide of dreams, and now there is only reality left.
Mouli analyzed her negative emotions in her mind.She hates being seen through, that's why she was hit by the haze now.But it was just a false alarm, for sure.Yi Siwei didn't know anything.
She wanted to make herself feel better, so she took a shower, put on her clothes, and lay down on the sofa.
The sofa is not spacious, she is squeezed together with him.Neither of them fell asleep.Yi Siwei slept on the outside, with his back to her.Mouli climbed onto his shoulder and whispered, "Are you asleep?"
Probably starting to feel drowsy, Yi Siwei's voice was a little nasal: "No."
She suddenly wanted to tell him about the southern country.There is no reason for this kind of thought, it is just an impulse, which is no different from self-destructive tendencies.
After a long time without hearing the next sentence, he asked, "What are you thinking?"
Mouli replied: "...I'm thinking about the Southland."
"Your sister?"
Just treat her as a sister.Who stipulates that the older one is the elder sister?
Mo Wuli grew up with Nan Guo until she moved away with her grandparents.Nan Guo has a slow mind, doesn't like to talk, and is always listless in front of others.However, as long as she is with Mouli, she is much better.For children, siblings who are close in age are the best friends.
When she was in elementary school, Mouli wanted to raise a puppy, but her parents refused to let her.In order to make her happy, Nan Guo imitated the appearance of a puppy, crawling around on all fours and imitating the barking of a dog.
Mouli laughed out loud and hugged her tightly.The two children were playing together. This scene was photographed, and the photo was printed. It is still placed in her room at the house of her uncle and aunt.
Unlike Nanguo, Mouli is tall, has outstanding looks, and has superior intelligence. As long as she wants to, she can easily get the first place in the exam.She gave Nanguo tutoring, drew red crosses one after another on Nanguo's test paper, and then taught her question by question.
For a long time, they were inseparable.
This kind of life continued until she left with her grandparents, while Nan Guo continued to stay in her hometown.
On the first day when she went to her uncle’s and aunt’s house, facing the enthusiasm and warmth surrounded by adults, Mouli opened her dark eyes, unblinking, expressionless like a doll, and the first thing she said was:"Can't the South Country come too?"
Hearing her mention Nan Guo's name, Yi Siwei said, "If only I knew her."
It was still a while before dawn, and Mouli couldn't close her eyes for no reason.
Carnival in order to escape the pain, but after the carnival, sadness comes one after another.She was alone, with no escape in the night.In the darkness, Mouli opened her eyes empty, her body seemed to be being eaten away by a huge nothingness.
Mouli tiptoed up, put on her clothes, and went downstairs alone.
When she walked to the subway station, she just caught the first subway.Sitting on the subway, Mouli began to think about what she was afraid of.In the dark, the premonition of the end is like the morning mist, covering the body.Something was going away, something was leaving her.
Speaking from the bottom of her heart, she doesn't love Yi Siwei, but just, a little, likes him a little bit.For so long, she had approached him step by step, first spying on him around him, and finally being pulled into the vortex by him, falling into the eye of the storm that was completely silent.But Yi Siwei is so pitiful, he never knew what kind of sharp weapon was mixed in the storm around him, yet he still foolishly held the tip of the knife, using her to hold his soft heart.
Office workers, students, and the elderly stopped in twos and threes on the subway. They were outsiders and had never met her before, so they would not know what she was thinking at the moment.Mouli just sat there without saying a word, telling no one her story or showing any pain.
She wasn't desperate, nor was she disappointed.To be precise, she was more like waking up from a self-deceiving dream.
Mo Wuli didn't look at her phone, so she didn't know that Mo Xingyun called.She had forgotten that she had reported the danger to him.
She walked downstairs in the community, and Mo Xingyun, who was dozing in the car, immediately jumped out.
He asked her, "Where have you been?"
She put her hands in her coat pockets and sent lightly: "I forgot to let you go back, sorry. You can go."
Mo Xingyun was anxious and angry, and his anger was fierce, coming from all directions: "Did you go to the man's place?"
"I'm in a bad mood right now and I don't want to quarrel."
"Who quarreled with you? Are you in a bad mood? When will you be in a good mood?! You told me to stare at that freshman girl, but what are you fooling around?! Our lives have been messed up by you, can youTake responsibility?!" He is a man, an elder brother, and a top student, no worse than her.He shouldn't have been played around like this, "Is this Lan Yiruo the one who was in Yucai's class with you back then? Is there a need to be so nervous? Will she really do anything to you?"
Mouli took out the access control card and opened the door, but she didn't rush in.
The emotions accumulated all night have not dissipated, and my heart is still empty.She said: "Yes. After all, I made her repeat for a year and killed her boyfriend."
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