It was definitely possible, considering the number of people who had gotten tired of her previously. Her nose eventually turned sour at the thought of how the ones who had been protecting her had successively left—without any single care at all.
But ever since she woke up, she had tried hard to feign healthy. In fact, she had even appealed to her level best by presenting herself to appear in good health.
‘It’s okay. This is what I have expected before.’
Molitia took a very deep breath. She might already have been left all by herself since a long time ago. Nevertheless, she couldn’t erase the prickle that was felt in her heart.
It really seemed like she was quite attached to his amiable demeanor.
‘It’s fine if I couldn’t reach his heart, so at least I would like to attain his body.’
Molitia quickly outstretched her hand before clutching onto Raven who was just about to leave. Raven immediately paused himself at the feel of her touch. His startled eyes were aimed straight onto her.
“What’s going on?”
“…we haven’t done it in a long time.”
“What?”
“That is… sleeping together.”
Her face was flushing furiously as she spoke. Except when they had first met, she had never tried proposing it to him, which made her courage keep squirming within herself.
Raven almost bit onto his tongue as soon as he heard of Molitia’s words. It was evident that this lady right here, Mrs. Linerio, had known nothing on how much he was trying to hold himself back.
He wasn’t able to touch her for the longest time, so his body would stiffened at the very moment she was nearby. Whenever the fragrant scent of her soft body had brushed the tip of his nose, his member would immediately swell up in response—like a beast in heat.
Even if he couldn’t control himself, he still didn’t have a clue what could possibly happen if he were to be inside of her.
She was too fragile to accept his utmost desires. He had her taken quality medicine, but still her small body was not showing any sort of improvement at all.
Ultimately, he didn’t want to hurt her. He didn’t want to hurt Molitia who looked like she could shatter at the slightest touch of his clasp.
“……so?”
“…I would like to do it with you.”
Raven finally felt that his reason, which had never left his side in all his life was completely gone for good. His body immediately stiffened as it didn’t think of trying to loosen easily at all.
He thought for a moment whether or not he should try to break reason with his desires. He might never say that if his darkest desires were to be revealed.
His wife wouldn’t have known how filthy his desires were.
She could never have dreamt about how he had been imagining himself hundreds of times, having his own flesh squeezed in by her walls or how much he wanted to make a mess out of her until tears would well up around her eyes.
That was what had happened during the previous meal.
Instead of food on forks, which should have disappeared into her mouth, he craved for his own length to be the one that entered in her mouth. He wanted to desperately gulp down the saliva that was dribbling between her lips.
His desire that impelled him to protect yet destroy her serene-looking face at the same time, had strongly made him shaken.
Raven paused for a minute. All of these were easier to assess than what he had thought before.
His innocent wife would surely be frightened by his actual desires on the day when she would discover it. Perhaps then, he could revert back to become strangers again as he had initially wanted.
But Raven wouldn’t wish for that anymore. The thought that her big, round eyes would no longer contain him was horrifying to even envision.
So, Raven had no other choice but to put up with it. He swiftly held onto his rationality to hide his desires and try to somehow protect her.
“…I’m going to pretend that I didn’t hear you.”
Raven gently swept her hair. His hands were ashen white, yet his movements were still cautious. When Molitia’s eyes were seen to be frowning towards him, Raven quickly added on.
“Because it might be too hard on you, seeing that you haven’t completely recovered yet.”
“I really am fine.”
“Stop.”
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